Friday, April 29, 2011

You find yourself standing at crossroads. Knowing every move you make can change lives, yet you are weary and apathetic. So powerful yet so powerless at the same instance.

life can be a burden, but dun ever give up

Sunday, March 27, 2011

I have so much to say and rant and let loose so that I can feel better, but i lack the words to do so.

life can be a burden, but dun ever give up

Friday, March 25, 2011

I was sipping hot chocolate by the window of my bunk, just staring into the vegetation beside camp. Its startling how beautiful it can get, and how even the nice things in life waltz pass you unknowingly just because you are so engrossed with a particular situation. For the past 7 months, i have been leading a rather wretched existence. I hereby resolve to stop harbouring any affection towards you. First, because I don't deserve to live life this way, second, for all that you did to me, you should feel sorry though I have a feeling you won't.

No pretence, no unhappiness, no more longing for someone that never was and no more looking back.

life can be a burden, but dun ever give up

Friday, March 18, 2011

I am crushed I am crushed I am crushed.

life can be a burden, but dun ever give up

Friday, March 04, 2011

When I look at you, I see nothing, no love, no hate. Just nothingness. It's like staring down an abyss. Nothing is going to ever materialises in your line of sight ever because you can feel and see no more.

life can be a burden, but dun ever give up

Friday, February 25, 2011

Six months on, I am at peace with myself.

life can be a burden, but dun ever give up

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

After so long, it is still hard for me to accept and believe in something that seemed so unlikely then..