Friday, December 30, 2005
wah shit la, my morale hit rock bottom today la, today ou yang come i cant seem to do anything right la, serve ball cannot over, gang qiu super lousy spike oso the same.
i cant and dun understand la. i realli dun. i dun noe if this is the turning point of my volleyball career but at the moment it is free falling further and further down and i want to HALT it.
but i seem so helpless, i often look around for some form of inspiration that would rouse me, but i found nothing. At this moment i would so need a captain who would inspire me to do the best for the teams cause, but i doubt his ability.
Right now, all i need is a guiding star, which can give me the strengh and hope when i look upon it, which can inspire me to be able to do the best. sometimes i just look over to the captain and sign in despair. How i wish i had a captain in the form of gerrard who can inspire a team to be committed towards their cause. I think i have to keep on searching
however dark and deep this tunnel can go, i believe i can find the light at the end of it, a tiny fickle is just enough. Right now it is just me myself I, I am in the hands of my own destiny and i have come to realise that there is and will be noone capable of raising my game and finding my form except me.
My destiny now revolves around me and i am determined to change the course of it.
wish me luck....
life can be a burden, but dun ever give up