Tuesday, April 01, 2008
I have so many troubles and concerns on my mind right now I am lost. I know putting everything in volleyball will get me nothing in the end but yet I continue doing so. I know I will excel if I work harder in schoolwork but I choose not to. My life is on a downward spiral and I have no idea how to halt the slide. How I hope I can be the old me, the high achiever, the model student. I had many aspirations when I was young, but as I grew older, the scope grew narrower and narrower. I had been dealt with so many disappointments that I grew numb to them. Fancy putting in so much in something you wouldnt excel in. Occasionally, I wonder if I really know what I want to be when I grow up. Wake up Ee Hong.
life can be a burden, but dun ever give up