Tuesday, September 09, 2008
Am seriously disillushioned. Besides my math, chem and sea history teacher or even my econs teacher, i have absolutely nothing to look forward in school.
Having a torrid time in jc. In high school, i bear few grudges, but now I seem to find fault in every nook and cranny. Jc is just a reflection of society I guess, where people put on a facade and you do not even know who is shooting who behind your back. It is such a scary prospect.
Picture your superior putting on a warm smile, guiding you gently into the workings of the company, but behind your back, in a sudden flurry of words, she indulges into the practice of self righteousness in front of her boss. Flagrant lies, dramatic exaggerations flowing from her mouth like she had rehearsed for it all along, all done in a straight face that demands outright sympathy.
I hereby demand an anwer from whoever you are.
How do you expect us to commit ourselves when you are all words and no actions sort of person.
How do you expect us to bother you when you flirt so blatantly.
How do you expect us to respect you when you do not even respect the integrity of your words.
How do you expect us to take you seriously when you undermine our efforts all of the time.
Answer me.
I have never seen so many self righteous ppl in my entire life till I went to jc.
You disregard our efforts which far exceed yours, you are so full of your entire self.
Sometimes I wonder whether all you see in the mirror of your life is you and all the superficialities that follows.
I have never every felt so unhappy, so out of place, so angry at any pt of my life until now. So people treasure your high sch lives before you step into jc.
Damn where are the good old times.
END OF RANT.
life can be a burden, but dun ever give up