Friday, March 06, 2009
The earlier part of this year, I have often doubted if my choices were actually right? This will be followed by a seemingly endless process of painful debate with myself to weigh if the choice I made is actually right. More often than not, I found myself constantly worried of my direction in life and sought to extricate myself out of this entire mess by trying to placate myself with reasons I come up with myself. But these days, I am surprisingly contented with life, it seems as I have found this semblance of peace in my life which I wished for so much, slight as it is. No more conflicting perspectives in my head, just one staunch viewpoint about how I should go about living my life. Thats good I guess. Recently both coach and mr tan praised me, to say that I was touched would not be an incorrect term. I am actually glad that both of them actually felt my presence, the point here is that I am not some old relic that had been discarded and long forgotten. And when some of my teammates gave me a at on the back, I actually felt really fulfilled. Thanks everyone. You are the ones that made me feel part of the team, of the family. Really appreciate it. All the best for our volleyball team! Sweep everything before us and make this season a great one. Work hard!
life can be a burden, but dun ever give up