Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Today was one hell of an emotional roller coaster.
Had lunch at high sch canteen and when everyone left, and it was just me and zhen rui sitting on the same bench, we starting reminiscing and those old memories just came flowing back in gushes. The canteen queues, the class territory, the food, the people and their habits, the chats, the fun and just everyone. Mr tan, I believe volleyball and basketball will always be grateful for your support though more often than not, your words were harsh and dripped of sarcasm. Anyway, the intense physical punishments which you dole out with glee when we were playing in uniform and when I was in the taf club really made me a fitter guy. Thanks. And so, both us rambled on and on about the good old times and entertained each other with our little prattle. Ha. Just glad that we had such joy.
After training, me zj yuke chen xing and ruiyang had dinner at astons as always, we were missing a few regulars anyway like darren jd and weng. But it was equally fun, had a great chat as always and I trust that we had a good laugh together as usual. It is weird that we never run out of topics to chat and gossip about. Appreciate you all alot. You often need to have immense luck to have such an incredible gang of friends who are unpretentious, fun loving, sporting and with whom you are completely comfortable with. Especially with many ppl living constantly in pretence and revels in the opportunity to delude others into a false sense of security. A pity that several ppl drifted away during the course of six years though. Just glad that I had such fantastic company. For every good friend there will also be a nasty one lurking around.
I am paticularly irked by several self delusional individuals. They are immensely satisfied when they are able to lure someone into this veil of security and self assurance. Besides, they constantly convince themselves that they deserve something more than everyone else and frequently find excuses to cover up their faults. Sick and tired of this. Really. Shall continue my personal crusade.....
End.....Unhappy ultimately
life can be a burden, but dun ever give up