Thursday, January 13, 2011
I used to think I would be better off as I am now, but now I am really unsure. I am confused, I am hurt and I am almost everything negative. I tried to convince myself I really am but lying to yourself can only bring you this far you see. It's been a long long way but it just seems to get longer everytime. I am tired. I am weary. And i cant seem to stop mulling over the past and how unfair it had been. I mean, surely i deserve a lil better do I. I tried I tried I failed I failed but the worst part is I can never stop attempting again and again till I become what I used to be. For it is not worth it to lose the good in me for something so undeserving,
life can be a burden, but dun ever give up